Thursday, January 17, 2008!
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ii m so sorri ! didnt blog for almost 2wks . bascially is stil lazy to blog . LOLS . too bz entertaining my bf , my frens n my job =D tis gonna b a super long update . but i tried to summary bit by bit .
31dec07 - 6jan08
mon = off wrk at 7pm . bibi came n fetch mi hm . my mum sae wanna c him den ask him up to our hse . i went to prep n off we go to dear's frens hse for steamboat as well as countdown . dun reali noe dem well , kidda abit paiseh . but bi stil made his effort to entertain mi . had a small argument n we teared . everything ok ler . ton over at xi qing hse . mrning bibi stil fetch mi hm for breakfast den he went back hm =D
tue = changed off day wif my colleague . we both slept till 3pm . dear came over to my hse , ate mum food den acc mi go bpp buy ingredient for jelly . for jus 3hrs nia . den 6+pm he haf to go back hm for dinner wif his relative n family . miss dear .
wed = took mc jus to pei bibi . morning i cab down to bi's hse , suprised him wif my home-made jelly at 7am ! slp n cuddle b4 we head to mac for breakfast . dear sae my jelly is nice =D after tt pei dear go wrk at bishan . after tt i went back hm myself . cleaned my whole rm by myself . waitin for bi to come over n c but he ended his wrk at almost 11pm . so tough lor e job . xin ku dear ler .
thur = took my off in lieu for nov 8 de. dear came in e morning . we both slept till 12pm . went to bt batok interview for handfone shop , ate lunch at westmall n watched movie . super boring lors stupid show . mi n bi almost fall asleep inside . LOLS . after tt went to IMM shop shop . hais . today we both so sway . bi kana fined $200 for . . . dun bother to sae ler . jus veri sian , spoilt our mood . but in e end , ah bi stil put on a smile on my face as well as his =))
fri = mrning bi came over n had breakfast wif mi b4 he head to bt batok to wrk . in e end , e boss veri nasty n xialan lar . instead of boss sacking dear , dear sacked him first . LOLS . den he was so angry nors . at nite bi came over n fetch mi hm frm wrk n we bought supper hm to eat wif mum .
sat = i overslept , took cab over to wrk . $3.20 nia . LOLS . but more expen den last time . last time onli at most $2.90 wake my piggy up to ask him go ubi take his pay . after tt he came n acc me for lunch . bi treat mi eat korean food den after wrk , movie wif dear n dear's buddies , supper n pool . reached hm at 6am lors . super tired . ah bi slept over at my hse .
sun = too tired to wrk till i wrked till 430pm den i went back hm . but dear stil came over to pei mi hm for dinner wif my mum . poor baby , haf to sit on e chair to take nap whr i slp on my bed =x hee . love dear so much .
7jan08 - 13jan07
mon = morning bibi came over acc mi , pei mi go wrk n acc mi for breakfast . at nite dear came n fetch mi hm again . he is such a swit laogong lar . love him to bits . no guys had treat mi so lovely b4 . he is e 1st one n wil b last =D
tue = morning bi took cab over . ate breakfast le den bi fetch mi go wrk , he went to interview . den after interview , he came back n acc mi for lunch . mummy happened to come find mi oso den 3 of us head over to ntuc to shop for grocery lors . took 1hr+ to shop JUS ntuc nia lors . super power . bought quite alot of food , den i cant go back cos i stil wrking den bibi pei my mum hm . helped her carry all those stuffs hm, shui bian help mi take my jacket for mi =D aint he swit ? which guy willing to pei gf's mum hm like tt de . usually is gf pei bf's mum go shopping etc . tis is e opposite . n it made mi love him even more =)) thanks dear .
wed = off day ! i went over to dear's hse in e mrning . hug n slept till 11+am , ate mac for lunch den we head over to JE for pool n wait for hor ping to rch . hor ping drove us to adam's hse for mahjong . had fun playing mahjong . been hell long since i last played . super sux lar . i so paiseh . i kip do wrong but they nv blame mi . jus close 1 eye =x haha ! in e end , i stil won $3 . dinner n pool wif dear n horping . went arcade find ivan's gf who is my da sao lar . den played abit of arcade den dear fetch mi hm again . my dear so tired ler yet he stil took e effort to fetch mi hm safely . aiya , simply cant leave w/o him ler . hee .
thur = off day again ! morning facial appointment at 1130am at yishun . bi came over at 2pm+ to fetch mi . mit up wif my mum n ate lunch tgt .after tt bi n i went queensway . dear bought shoes n pant . mit up wif krissy n kyrene at marina square . bo bian . my dear wanna go c his small gf . haha ! kyrene is so smart n cute lors . we had fun hanging ard wif dem =] they r my bestest frens n baby ! n i m veri hapi tt my bf n my fren can mix tgt . dear is kyrene's big bf , n nai ma =x hee !
fri = bad day for us . mrning bi came over n had breakfast tgt . fetch mi to wrk den he went back hm . i didnt noe tt my bi alrdy veri tired ler yet i stil demand him to come n acc back hm for lunch . had a big quarrel . dear was real mad at mi . til i teared , till i duno wad to do . dear was super angry wif mi till he dun wan ans my call or sms mi . i was so scared tt he will leave mi . luckily at nite , his buddies jio him out for movie at JE . dear came over to fetch mi over . watched 'american gangster' wif dem . supper n got bk hm at 330am . im sorri dear . i promise i wont do tt again . n dear accepted my apology n we r back to normal n even more switer =D dear , u r someone who i reali nid , who reali meant alot to mi . i will treasure u even more de . jask called mi after e outing . telling mi how bi is feeling n ask mi to b gd to him oso . cos they can c bibi veri hapi when hanging out wif mi . dear was swit tt day . i love him .
sat n sun didnt mit up wif bibi . cos he wrking over at tpy . miss him so badly lors .
alrite . shall stop here ler . tis wk de will b updated on tis coming sunday . stay tuned wor . though is abit mushy n boring . but tt is my life . bear wif it kie ? hee . jus to sae i simply love my bobo dear so much . we gonna get marry n haf our own baby in 7yrs time . hopefully can b earlier den tt =x hee !
11:53 AM♥
Two Hearts Beat As One
Thursday, December 27, 2007!
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IT HAF BEEN SOOO LONG SINCE I HAD MY OFF DAYS WELL SPENT =D
tis few days haf been talking on e fone till late nite/early morning . i onli slept 3hrs+ a day n it haf been like 5days since i reali slept well . but i guess everthing is worth it de bahs . wenever i on fone wif bobo , i dun feel tired , even if im , i stil unable to slp . i jus love to talk to him , enjoy every moments tt i spent wif him. he too , he sacrfied his beauty slp n acc mi . thanks bobo . hee
wed morning he came over to my place frm his place which is jurong , jus to fetch mi over to jurong pt for movie . aint he gd ? n we onli hang up e fone at 5+am . yet he stil made e effort to come down . i duno wad to sae but i reali appreciated it . i cooked maggi for him , went bpp walk awhile n den off we go to jurong pt . bought our movie "i m legend" n den went in to harvey at jp .
so funny lor . i saw ken , he didnt change much except tt he look much older =x i knew ken wil msg mi n ask mi who tt guy . i told him bobo is my bf yet he dun belief . but which he is nt my bf lar . fake de lols ! we went to play pool b4 our show start . great game but i aint gd alrdy . too long nv play liaos . after movie , we head over to haf our dinner at some neighbouring kopitiam . chit chat n den i went back hm at 10pm . i reali mus thanks bobo nors . he is reali veri tired yet he chose to acc mi till 10pm , without complaning .
at nite , play mahjong online n on fone wif bobo till 3am . he asked mi to wake him up at 6am but he is such a pig lar . i called 40missed call frm 630 till 7+ b4 he got up frm his bed . but i cant blame him cos he didnt slp much . today which is my 2nd off day , bobo came over to my place early in e morning again . we slp again simply becos we both didnt slp well e day b4 . woke up at 12 n had our lunch over at e market . went back bath n it shopping time ! hee .
rch vivocity , actually wana watch "alvin n e chipmunks" but it damn kua zhang lar . vivo is fulled of ppl , movie slots all is like selling fast . in e end , we dropped e idea of watching movie . instead , we went shopping . i bought myself another new short at pull n bear . my hse de is so loose n grey ler . mit up wif gal n benson over at ikea . had our dinner over dere , bobo n i had fun dere . we was like joking ard . he is my nanny =\ hee .walk ard ikea , went over to chinatown for pool sessions . bobo fetch mi hm n poor darling , haf to go back alone back to jurong . i miss gal . but it seems like we r difting apart ler . mabi becos we too long nv go out tgt ler bahs . haiss .
msg to bobo ; thanks for tis two days . i reali enjoyed myself so much . making u so tired n asking u to come over to my place early in e morning . entertaining n kip mi acc till late nite on fone . went shopping n listening to all my nonsense . getting irritated at mi when we bickered . it a great feeling wenever i m wif u . i felt sense of secure , sense of protection , sense of love =D last nite we had a talk in msn , bascially negative stuff . my tears jus flow down my cheek . today when we went out tgt , im hapi becos it doesnt affect us at all . when i got hm , u gave mi a shock . i didnt expected tt i received tt msg . thanks for giving each other a chance , thanks for willin to step forward . jus like u sae , it gonna b tough for us but i belief , things will wrk out fine if we noe how to plan it . dear , i dun wan u to feel pressure wif mi , i dun wan to b ur burden , i wan u to feel carefree wen u r wif mi . i dun ask for much . i jus love e way u teased mi , hold my hand afraid tt i will fall down , shower mi wif so much care n concern , sacrified ur beauty slp jus to talk to mi . even b4 we got tgt , we alrdy behave as if we r =D n dere is like so much to list . i jus love everything bout u except SMK . hee . i wont force u to quit , but promise tt u will smk less . becos i care =] ur sms for mi reali melted my hart . "271207 @ 2320, i shall declare u mr bobo's gf=) frm now on u're no longer lonely cosh u hab got m now . dun go ard entertaining strangers online frm now on hoh" <3 u !
11:45 PM♥
Two Hearts Beat As One
Monday, December 24, 2007!
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HAPI XMAS TO EVERYONE . i noe is abit too early to sae . but well , since i m at hm , i shall blog lors .
received alot of xmas msg . thanks those who sent it to mi . i didnt noe ppl still rem tt i exist ;) tis yr is a veri pathetic yr for mi . especially during my bday n xmas . . . almost all occassions bahs . or mabi shuld i sae is after i broke off wif my ex , den i kidda felt so loner , so lonely . hais . during last yr tis time , i m outside wif my ex , celebrating xmas eve . n we spent e whole nite tgt . it such a nice moment but yet tis yr , i m spending it alone at hm . in a veri empty hse wif onli my mum n i .
i bought back chilli crab n shared it wif my mum for dinner tonite . it haf been so long since i last ate . e feeling is like . . . well , im missing my ex . e last time i ate is wif my bf n mum . or shuld i sae i stil miss him ? or i m onli missing him becos i m lonely ? haiss . i reali duno . but i guess it jus a mixed feeling bahs . tonite , few of my frens asked mi out for party . eugene ask mi go pub wif his classmates , heng leong ask mi go pub wif his frens , shirley ask mi go geylang wif his hubby n frens . hais . but i whr oso dun wan go . i feel like mitting tt someone but he is nt free for mi . he has his own activities ler . sians !
it haf been a mth since i last contact wif ben . i guess he is doing fine wif his stuff le bahs . time reali will heal ( well , mabi for some stuff ) i no longer miss him or yearn for his msg . it haf been a wks or so since ken contact wif mi . haa . i think he found a new young gal who is willing to listen to wadever he sae bahs . i no longer wan him to care for mi anymore . i haf been tinking alot for e past few days . i knew all tis decision i made , i wil nv regret . becos it is for my own good . thanks for those who advice mi wif wad to do . if nt i guess i m stil stuck inside e hole .
i haben been gng out late at nite ler . cos ken is no longer available for mi . sometime will chat on fone wif my frens . but it like once a while . hais . i mis all my frens . but i dun haf time for dem . ytd nite mit up wif brendan aka durian . he waited for mi downstairs for 45mins sia . at first wanna go watch a movie but wen we get there , dun haf movie tt i m keen to watch . in e end , i request to go fetch shirley n den go newton for supper . n he was ok wif it . thanks pal . after tt , he fetch shirley hm n he fetch mi hm as he nid to go his frens hse to play . it was a great nite .
hais . i will stop here ler . dun feel like blogging ler . felt so lonely , so down . everyone is outside wif their loves one , or their frens celebrating xmas , waitin for countdown n having fun . where i m at hm using my com ... take care .
11:08 PM♥
Two Hearts Beat As One
Thursday, December 20, 2007!
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ytd was my off day ! luckily i made gd use tis time if nt i tink i reali gonna let ppl sae i m nt singaporean . i haben been gng down to town for veri long ler . as in shopping lors . jialat rite ? my life is surrounded wif wrk n wrk . n nth else ler . getin more n more boring lor . i m getting so bored .
afternoon went PS mit up wif eugene . had sakae sushi for our lunch . omg ! i tink i damn turtle lor . now den i noe e buffet got youth de promotion ler . cheaper den i always eat e adult packages lor . LOLS . now i noe ler ! nx time can eat cheaper de n same amount . but i tink i wont go n eat e buffet liaos . i go eat is like wasting money de nors . nv eat as much as b4 ler . abit onli den i canot take it ler . si bei jialat . haha ! acc him to starhub do smth den we went over to taka get present for my colleague .
eugene wanted to get mont blant hp pouch but too bad , his iphone cant get in . den he jiatao no mood sia . went to gucci n other store , nth to his liking . haha ! but i got sia ! i saw 1 gucci bag n i m so in love wif it lar . though it quite old model but i like it simple n class . $850 ler . almost got e urge to buy immediatly lor . but tinkin bout e dip course , i hold myself back . cos if i used up e $ , i nid more time to save up for my dip . den till e end , nv go study again . hai . i reali duno wad i wan sia . shuld i go further my studies ? or shuld i jus wrk n wrk ? anway i love sales line so much . haf been 2yrs since i wrked in retail line . but in order to survive in sg , u mus haf cert . if nt u can get to no whr . or mabi i shuld find a rich guy n marry off . LOLS . good idea. anyone haf any guys intro ? whaha !
bought mini swiss knife for my colleague as his bday present . terence came n fetch mi over to east coast park n i acc him ate his dinner n chit chat awhile b4 he head to his appointment n i oso heading toward my colleague's chalet . thanks terence =D we knew each other for almost 3yrs+ but we onli got to mit up twice nia . so pathetic rite ? haha . he sae mus c fate de . hmmm , sae until fate , reali sia . jus now i was talking to my gan kor , den he sae he was at east coast park wif his fren last nite at chalet oso . n ytd i actually wanna call him but in e end , i dun wan disturb cos ask him out is like damn difficult lar . so u c lor . fate . . . when will my fate wif my guy come ? LOLS . i sound like despo sia .but now i m leading great in my life though i will feel sad n lonely at times . i guess it nature for ppl to feel tis way bahs .
chalet , bbq n cutting bday cake was great . saw alot of my ex colleagues at northpt . chit chat wif dem n i miss dem so much lar . asking dem when will e renovation b done ? i wanna go back to my home . LOLS . i reali miss tt place . gd environment , gd sales , gd ppl =D was nt suppose to stay overnite de but hais . tinkin bout e cab fare reali will kill ppl lor . imagine normally i took cab frm east coast back to my hse , it ard $15 den now wif e midnite charge n everything , cfm over $25 nors . so expen for mi to pay . in e end , 1 of my ex colleague oso stay nearby mi den we decide to stay til nx morning den take cab hm . at least cheaper . LOLS . but e chalet veri lil go . cos is a last min plan . so far , so good . i enjoyed myself alot . wif stephen , his gf , his cousin , wenjie n mi =D played daidee , drink vodka , drink beer . sometime reali mus take sometime to relac ur own body . so tt u wont feel so stress up .
hee ! great news for myself ler . b4 i haben enter e chalet door , stephen was like -.-" U SLIM DOWN SO FAST AHS . . . got lost 10kg an0t . haha ! i sae no lar . onli ard 8kg . wah peng . tt mean last time i reali fat sia =x haha ! den went into e rm , saw his cousin andy . he oso saw mi b4 twice in pub . den his 1st reaction , NI SLIM DOWN HEN DOU LE . u nv eat ahs ? LOLS ! i feel so hapi lar . but it is stil nt my ideal size . still nid to buck up n i onli left 1mth+ to achieve my target . last nite ate alot of bbq food , jialat . cfm gain 1kg , nid to do smth bout it liaos . haha . i gonna end here liaos . haf to do mask den take a afternoon nap ler . tata miss everyone !
12:32 PM♥
Two Hearts Beat As One
Tuesday, December 18, 2007!
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1wks+++ gone . i haf been coming online veri regular late at nite yet i m so lazy to blog . i duno y . whenever i start on something , i tend to let it go halfway . i cant do it like forever . example: my blog . . . at first , i m so eager to finish doing my blogskin , start my 1st blog entry den after tt , i simply too lazy or jus tired of updating my blog . haiss . i reali scare lor . if i always haf tis kidda of mindset , i guess i will nt go any further . my future will b gone >.<
wrking was bad . colleagues seems nt frendly at all . i duno how to sae but they dun seems to haf any warm heart . they do alot of sales , but when they c their colleague dun haf sales , they stil go snatch e cust lor . is like they dun even wanna gif u chance lors . sian lor . i hate tis kidda of environment although i noe it common . always my manager sae we wrked as a team . yes , we do wrked as a team when we do stock , but when it come to sales , everything changed . simply veri selfish . hais . forget bout wrk . i tink i gave too much of my time to my wrk n neglect my frens . n they dun reali noe how to treasure mi . they took mi for granted . haiss sad.
last wed , went out mit up wif a fren . had drink at pub wif his frens . so bored lor . i jus sit dere n drink n drink . nv do anything much . his frens i oso duno anyone . in e end , i got myself so drunk tt i puked everything out . hais . was reali a bad nite . totally duno how to describe my feeling . fri n sat after wrk , mit up wif my sec sch fren . chit chat den off i go back hm . my life is reali getting more n more boring lar . my life is surrounded wif wrk n wrk n wrk . frens n family neglected . guy frens = zero 0 . i dun even haf a guy fren who i can reali talk to after i lost matt . hais . dun wish to tink so much ler .
btw , i miss regina gal ( jus got to c her , she came to my wrkplace find mi) . i miss krissy n kyrene ! been mths since i last mit up wif dem . i miss sharlene ! always sae wanna go eat sushi until nv de . i miss eugene ! my buddy . . . who always acc mi eat gd food . i miss my ex colleagues in northpt . 1mths+ i haf been seperated wif dem . another 11mths to go . i miss shirley though i always c her at wrk ! but we r drifting apart . . . haiss . simply i MISS everyone lar ! write till here bahs . tmr off day . got to go east coast chalet for my ex colleague bday celebration . tonite haf to crack my head as to wad to get him for bday present . . . stress ahs !!! byeee .
11:22 PM♥
Two Hearts Beat As One
Monday, December 10, 2007!
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2 wks of wrking non stop . it actually tiring mi . but i m feelin much betta den b4 though i m so weared off n terribly sick . when i m veri veri bz at wrk , i no longer tink of ben , ken n anyone else . i no longer contact wif both of dem le . as i c no reason to brk up a new marriage n a guy who is nt interested in mi at all where he onli wanna take advantage of a young gal .
hais . now all i wanna do is to earn alot alot of $$$ for mi to spend , for mi to go oversea , for mi to further my studies , for mi to do wadever i wan !!! i jus wanna concentrate to wrk n do more sales . i dun mind wrk whole mth without off day . give mi OT $$ can le . off day i oso cope myself at hm , doing nth . might as well go wrk n earn more $$ . things aint e same like b4 . i no longer nid any guy to b dere for mi . though i always hope tt someone will b dere to shower mi wif care , wif love n concern , but . . . it always e opposite . i dun ask for much . cos i noe , e more i hope , e more disappointed i will b . so i might as well dun care bout anything n let natures take its course .
today was my off day after 2wks of continuing wrking n torturing myself . haha . but i m glad tt i noe alot of new colleagues . nt jus my new outlet colleagues but oso those who i noe during e rdshow at atrium last wk . sally auntie was veri good n attentive to mi . she knew i m a veri lazy gal , jus waitin for sales to drop yet she nv blame mi . instead , she stil shower mi wif care , bought breakfast for us , afraid tt we will b hungry . n i got even closer wif other colleagues .
and oso nt forgetting my ex colleagues at northpt . i stil miss them so much . today i went for my facial n den drop by to gif dem their xmas present . at first wannna buy individual present for each one but it reali cracked my brain so much tt i duno wad to get for dem . in e end , i ended up wif chocolates for all of dem . it great to c dem stil goin on so good wif their sales . alot of changes over dere n i can feel tt they r all so stress over e renovation stuff . so sad le . when they c mi , all sae i slim down le but no longer cute like b4 . so sad lor ! nt cute le . haiss . hopefully by nx yr nov i stil wrking at tis company , so tt i can go back to northpt n enjoy those moments wif dem . i miss n love dem so much lar !!!
anyway , recently i bought myself a new watch titus for $300 after discount frm kah feng n 6mths supply of new contact lens $140 , facial cream $220 . i m a hapi gal though i gonna b broke soon =x nx target . . . might b a new bag =D gtg le . dun reali like to stay online alrdy . cya guys . n enjoy ur coming xmas . tata miss everyone . . .
9:24 PM♥
Two Hearts Beat As One
Saturday, December 01, 2007!
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wooohoo . i got back my $500 liaos . all thanks to ken n mi myself ! hee . i m hartless n cruel euff to squeeze ben return mi my $$$ . if nt he sure drag until sae no $ pay mi back. i can buy my new watch or bag ler . i m a hapi ger =D
tis whole wk , nth much happened . if i rem correctly , last fri was my off day . went out wif heng leong , watched "the kingdom" n den dinner went back to his hse for dinner . his mum cooked so much food for us . is yummy lar . so nice but too bad i on diet . cant eat alot =x ard 11pm , ken came over n fetch mi hm . he gave mi $ n ask mi buy supper for my mum cos she haben ate anything e whole nite . so good h0h ? act act de =\ LOLS.
den tue got my off day . mrning wake up , went over to salon for a hair cut as well as hair dye . total damage $68 . was suppose to mit up wif sharlene to jb but 2 gals go , abit dangerouss . in e end nv mit wif her cos she go out wif her besties . i kidda of duno dem so i nv go along . wrk was quite ok so far . at least all my colleague did talk to mi ler . all like normal normal ler . no longer stranger to mi liaos =D sales was alrite nia . bad den northpt . but stil ok . cos i got good luck following mi . hee .
got my pay today ! so damn hapi . euff to buy my gucci bag , or my lv wallet , or mabi my titus watch . stil tinking which one to buy . cos i wanna save $ to further my studies oso . kidda confused liaos . im like no future like tt nia . my ex manager sae dere a increment of pay for mi . though lil but at least betta den nth . hee !
i m stil thinking bout my future . wad haf i reali achieve ? do i noe tt i changed alot ever since i broke up wif ah wei ? i duno wad i reali wan . real happiness or short period of happiness ? i like ppl who pamper , care n dote on mi like lil princess . a short happiness wif no future . or mabi i shuld reali sit down n think of wat i reali wan . haiss . blog again nx wk .
1:41 AM♥
Two Hearts Beat As One
